It breaks my heart to actually say this.
I'm at the point where I can't believe that I feel like this.
I miss when this community was smaller.
At least then I felt I was actually a part of something. I had a lot of creativity, and I wanted to spend it here. It's been declining since then, but it was fast enough that it doesn't make me even want to try to stay anymore. I did appreciate having been a part of this.
There's a lot of levels I've seen, a lot of them good, a few of them bad.
I don't know if I'll ever be coming back either. I feel like I'm living in someone's shadow, I'm still here, yet there's so many people I know, yet more that don't recognize.
I always felt like some were better than me, that I should always aspire to be more like them, but now I don't feel that way at all.
Most of the people I knew now are like me. They're leaving, most already gone. I brought Cloud back and after a few days, he already wants to leave. If he's going, so am I.
Egglord, Gominho, Pastacat, Sylas, and everyone else, Goodbye.