Hey, take care of yourself man. I really hope things get better and keep going for your best interests. Just know that many people are here to support you. We love you (platonically) and wish you the best. If you come back, we'll celebrate! If you don't come back we'll keep you in memory and improve ourselves based off of your work. Always remember that even if you don't believe it, you've left your own mark and it will stay there for a pretty damn long time.
Stay strong :)